It's scary I guess to be a freshman not only that but a freshman in a prestigious art school. It's even more intimidating when the first night you move into a huge loft style apartment in the city and you are the only one there. Room mates aren't present and it's a dark lit house. I slept over at Jared's house last night. I love that we live in the city together. I feel like an adult for the first time. I'm starting to be unable to tolerate immaturity. When Leo calls me up telling me he is drunker than sin I don't really care nor do I want to even say anything about it. I don't really care. When you wake up to a room mate it makes everything better. Being on my own for the first time is not as glamorous as it seemed. It got better and it will continue but more than anything I am anticipating my classes. I cannot wait to start school and for once just learn. College, wow, welcome to real life.